21st
October 2012
Trinity 20
(Pentecost 21)
We are coming to the end of ordinary time in the
church calendar. Next week we have Bible
Sunday, the last Sunday after Pentecost. Then it will be All Saints’, All Souls’, the Feast of Christ
the King, Kingdom season for a few weeks, and then the new church year will
begin.
It’s in four weeks time it’s Advent Sunday, when we
start again, with anticipation we prepare for the birth of the child destined
to be the king of kings.
As the end of each liturgical year approaches, we
have a few weeks being asked what we’ve learned. All those readings, all those sermons, all those
questions!
The first mistake we make is to think that we come to church to get answers! Well we don’t. To quote Hamlet;
“There are more things in
heaven and earth, Horatio. Than are
dreamt of in your philosophy”.
We are given clues about the direction in which we
should be pointing. A bit like the
way in which plants turn towards the sun, to get a bit more of precious
sunlight. But answers don’t always
just appear when we come to church!
We are more likely to be leaving with questions…about ourselves, our faith,
our direction in life and what is really, really precious to us.
So here we are!
Waiting to find out what we’ve learned from coming to church and
enduring…sorry listening…to the sermons about the readings we’ve had.
It’s a tense moment.
Throughout the Gospel according to Mark, we are given
many examples of Jesus attempting to get the Disciples to understand power and true humility.
·
He has sat a child on his lap and
told them that they must become like the child.
·
He has told them off when they
judged someone for doing the work of Jesus, just because he wasn’t like them.
·
He has spoken about the personal
cost of discipleship, and we hear of how his followers must become the servants
of others, and expect persecution and hardship.
So, it’s quite shocking to hear that the disciples in
the reading today are discussing power
and who can sit at the left and right
of Jesus in his Kingdom.
He had tried to settle the disputes about greatness
with the child and the woman and after this event he talks about his coming
death to the amazement of the disciples.
Matthew’s version of this story has the mother of
James and John asking Jesus about their seats
in glory, but here they are asking for themselves.
And in answering, Jesus reverses all the normal
things about greatness.
The same happens with the servant song from Isaiah.
Written 400 years before, it foretells the coming messiah.
In the topsy-turvy world of Jesus, the innocent
servant is suffering – and cut off from the world. This is far from what the brothers were expecting! But because of this Jesus becomes the
one who sits alongside the grieving, the sad, the lonely, the poor, oppressed
and destitute.
So why is it that we
always search for glory? Why is it
that we always need to value what we have in human terms? Why do we come to church for answers?
So why go to church if we
are doomed to fail so badly in being a good Christian.
Now, at this point in
thinking about my sermon, I made the mistake of typing a question into the
Internet. I typed Why
go to church?
And do you know what? My screen was filled with the most
self-righteous nonsense I’ve seen for a very long time. Mostly telling us that church
attendance is required for us to declare we are right and somehow better than
other people – set apart from the sinners for an hour or so.
It might be difficult
for some to imagine but in the ordinary difficultness of now, we are
here to turn a little bit more towards the light, and to try to learn a
little more about ourselves and the God who loves us. We are not here to instantly turn into modern
day saints; we are not here to show the people out
there how good we think we are.
We are here in the words of Sri Lankan Christian leader D.T. Niles:
‘As one beggar showing another beggar where to find
bread’.
To be fed,
to be recharged and to be sent out…to tell others where that bread may be
found.
This isn’t
about making ourselves great. It isn’t about choosing our thrones for
the world to come, it’s about true humility and honesty. Someone once said that the church is;
A
church is a hospital for sinners, not a museum for saints.
This is
reflected perfectly in the post-communion prayer that is set for the day – we
rarely use anything other than the ones that are in the book, but it goes like
this.
God
the Father, whose Son, the light unfailing, who has come from heaven that he
may deliver the world from the darkness of ignorance: may the eyes of our
understanding be opened through these holy mysteries that we, knowing the way
of life, may walk in it without stumbling.
This isn’t a prayer for a
throne, riches or knowledge. It’s
a prayer that the world may be freed from the darkness of ignorance and that we may walk without stumbling.
Should we ask for anything
else?
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